Art imitates Life

what kind of soul to you posses?

a pagan soul you are one with the earth and living for the good and well being of others. you can create multiple perspectives on many things enabling you to reach for a higher plane of intelligence. your heart is pure. you are very kind and wise. you gather introspection through nature and abide by the 3fold law. you also believe to never do anything to harm another or make another do something against their will. you think deeply on if the choices you make affect the world around you. you care about the bad things in the world and dream to change it for the better. you are strong. you believe in no heaven or hell, just the pure universal force.

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I have heard recently that when you work in the mental health industry for more than two years you are just as insane if not more than the people you are caring for. I've just passed the 26 month mark... That may explain the urge to taunt the ones who annoy me. It actually explains a lot like why I felt the need to not fill my gas tank and push my car 3 blocks. I made Eric vomit by asking for his help. He worked harder in the 15 minutes of pushing than most days total (according to his recollection.) All was well though cuz he got food and I'm still crazy. People are stupid. Especially needy whiny people... I bid you good tangent.

You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun. </td> A Slave To BDSM 95% Sex God 73% A Romantic 53% Virgin 33% How are you in bed created with QuizFarm.com

what gets me is that im 33% virgin...

Ah the healthiness of quitting smoking. I have not smoked for a bit over 2 months. since then I have had a sinus infection, "allergies" and now possibly strep throat. I thought quitting was supposed to make you healthier.... and I thought a tonsillectomy that nearly killed you was at least supposed to keep the painful burning of strep away. Everything is a lie... I believe I will just be getting sick whenever I have something that I want to do. Good luck on those costumes. Happy Hallowe'en!

Today I was approached and asked for a cigarette about 9 pm. I said I didn't have one. Client replies " Robert you could have all the ladies all over the world cuz yer good looking, But you should have a white woman. Do you like white women or black women?" at this point I chuckle to myself and say it depends on the person. His reply: "the funkier the music the better the beat"

after this inspiring conversation I had a thought. It caused me to think in a paradox. We all commonly hear or refer to the "mentally insane" as I did in the subject, but have we thought of the redundancies of this title? What does it mean to be insane? Isn't it by definition a mental state? I believe insane means "mentally disordered or exhibiting insanity." So why give it a distinction of being "mentally" insane? Is there Physically Insane? Its almost like Red Crimson or Blue Azure...Just something insignificant I noticed as my mind deteriorates while dealing with the insane. Your thoughts and comments are greatly appreciated.

we are taught to be aware. We are taught not to stare.
We are taught to be accepting and taught not to judge.
How then can we grow up in such a world?
Everyone different is wrong. Everyone different is an enemy.
Whatever happened to listening to mother?
Whatever happened to not judging?
What is the point in following someone if you do not want to listen to them?
"Love thy neighbor." "Turn the other cheek."
"Those in glass houses should not throw stones."
Hypocrisy is the new worldwide religion, united in hatred is all we are.
Before differences made us all unique. Now they make us all foes.
Not being comfortable is no reason to hate.
Let them earn a reason to be hated.
He wants to sleep with other men? Not my cup of tea but to each his own.
He wants to assault me and mine? Therein you earn your retribution.
Too many people are self-righteous, and cannot accept that a different way
Is not necessarily wrong.
I do not think anyone is safe from holding that ideal.
Myself included.

I just thought I would come on and say HI seeing as I havent updated in months. I havent really done anything new... just work and shit, which continues to worsen in a downward spiral of higher up stupidity... anyway when something happens I will work at getting it up on the journal.... let me know if I do something worth writing ... Later.

Well I have been away awhile... been busy with livin. I am almost finished with the great room swap. Then back to work. One of these days I will get on and post some more phrases from work. here is one for the market:

"I am not arguing with you. I am just trying to tell you how you are wrong." You cant make this shit up. I also think there should be a game show "Real or Crazy" to see if you can guess whether they are talking out their ass and crazy or if they are serious.

Any time any one wants to bitch about someone else just remember these lyrics:

"Give up the grudge. Shut yer fuckin mouth. Why you gotta judge everybody but yourself."